Just Another "Crazy" Girl
This page is still a work in progress and probably always will be, but especially as the summer comes I'll try to add onto it more and more :)
Please stick with me until then :)

Normally I would have a lot to say here, but I don't right now.
I am self-injurer. I am diagnosed with Depression, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Social Anxiety Disorder, Panic Attack Disorder, and OCD, at least. I also have suicidal ideation (meaning I frequently think about suicide) and I think I'm developing an eating disorder. I think that's all. I don't remember right now. I will try to add to this more and more as things come back to me.
I've also spend quite a long time (3 months about) in psychiatric hospitals and was diagnosed while there with everything from schizophrenia to autism although they still don't actually know what's wrong with me.

I also give advice, answer questions, listen, chat, whatever people need or want. So please, if anyone is feeling down or just in need of a friend, feel free to contact me and I'd love to talk to you. Thanks for stopping by. :)
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*sigh*

*sigh*

suicideloveanded:

this is EXACTLY true!

suicideloveanded:

this is EXACTLY true!

(Source: bulimia101)

peopleorstars:

Seriously my life

This sounds like me and my friend…

peopleorstars:

Seriously my life

This sounds like me and my friend…

itstimetoblogaboutit:

This is harder than anything I’ve ever had to do. 

If it were easy we’d all be recovered.

Why does it have to be so hard?

I often tell a new client I cannot take away her eating disorder. I can’t. I don’t know how, and even if I did know how, I wouldn’t. It’s serving a purpose. To strip your eating disorder away would leave you exposed and vulnerable to your unbearable fears with no protection. I would be like taking off your armor in middle battle. Yes the amour is heavy. You are hot and sticky in there. You can’t move quickly. You could drown in a stream. You can’t touch another person or feel another’s touch. But the armor does protect you from arrows and spears that are coming at you from all directions. You take off armor when you can take care of yourself. Then the benefits of your defense outweigh the discomforts and risks. You seek recovery work when you realise the eating disorder you rely on to soothe you is causing more suffering than you can accept. Or you seek recovery when your eating disorder fails and you can no longer use if for emotional relief.
Joanne Poppink (via musingsofsadness)
kristiloveslife:

Don’t Judge!

kristiloveslife:

Don’t Judge!

its-totally-not-worth-it:

inside I’m almost dead

its-totally-not-worth-it:

inside I’m almost dead

Last night I had a dream where I attempted suicide. I swear my subconscious is trying to sabotage me.

  • Me: I want to get better.
  • Subconscious: haha I'm going to make you worse.
  • Me: I have something to look forward to.
  • Subconscious: haha I'm going to end it all now.
  • Me: I was happy for a moment.
  • Subconscious: haha not on my watch.

letsplayhangman:

Even if it’s not anytime soon, I know I’m not going to die a natural death.

: So you want to kill yourself? Because no one cares about you. Right?...

sexatie:

So you want to kill yourself? Because no one cares about you. Right? No. Your parents walking in your room the next morning to only find a dead body will kill them. They’ll try their hardest to not think the worst, and they will keep telling themselves that you’re fooling around. When fear…